[Written in 2017]
How long.....would you keep troubling me....?
How long.....can i be totally free from sin...?
How long....will God intervene in my situations?
Frustrated as I am.....
Who will have mercy on me....
I acknowledge myself as weak human being
I acknowledge myself as wicked being on earth
How long would you stop.....tempting me, evil???
How long ....how long......I cry out again and again...
Who will have mercy on me.....
I am weak ....I am wicked......I am totally lost
I acknowledge them all
I acknowledge that I need God's help
I acknowledge my sins against Him
He loves me....I know deep down
He loves me unconditionally....He knows how wicked I am and how weak I am
He knows everything about me
He knows since the day I was born
He paid for my sins even when I was sinning still
I know He does loves me
I know He loves me regardless
I confess my sins to Him now
I confess I need His help now
My help comes from Him alone
Where can I go
Where can I hide
Where should I go and hide
Oh Lord God...you are my God
I profess that you are my God
I confess my weakness before you
I acknowledge you in my life
I then heard a gentle voice saying
'Temptation is only for a short while, my child'
When you submit yourself back to me
When you acknowledge I am your God
When you confess your sins before me
Without hiding and running
But with boldness and trust
Come back to me
I will then heal your sickness
I will then wrap my arms around you to protect you
'Temptation is only there for a short while, it is very short-lived'
Acknowledge my presence Acknowledge me as your God
Believe in your heart that I am always there for you
Believe that I am much greater than the one in the world
You will then triumph over the short-lived temptation
I will renew your mind, give you a clear sound mind once and again
So that you will praise me on high again
'Don't be afraid, my child!'